Moon Shine
It’s been a long time since I talked to you.
Yes, we talked only a few months ago, but I mean really talk.
The last time we were fake, you and I, I couldn’t handle the truth and you denied it.
So why did you come at my door?
Was there something missing you were looking for.
I had this feeling, that you were waiting for me,
to open up, and let out my agony.
But I didn’t.
I wish I had.
Did I ever tell you how much you mean to me?
And not to mention the jealousy?
When I see you together, I can’t help but to think,
How I wished you looked at me.
It was that first time that killed me,
and there after, only wounds.
But never shall I be the same again,
I visited the moon.
For in the darkness, you were a light,
that shined so brightly, but it was never right.
For you see her, and I am nothing but dim,
An emptiness in the corner, nothing.
So I wait for the day, that I become your moon,
And I doubt it will come any time soon.
Will I wait for you that long?
Coming to my door?
I’m not sure.
For if another comes, and I can be happy,
I might just take it.
Never have I wanted
A life taken for granted.
If you don’t hurry, I might be lost,
but my heart is always yours,
no matter the cost.
Sooner or later, I know you’ll see me,
but will my moon still be shining on you,
instead of on me?