A Message to Trust

We are all victims to the unknown. We’ve all dealt with pain, all dealt with sorrow, anger and even death. The truth is, we are creatures of questions. We want to know everything before it happens, but how could we ever learn if God made it that way. We are blessed with hints here and there, feelings that arise to tell us if something is right or wrong. We fall to our own disasters. We can keep choosing to fall down the road of pain and hurt, or we can take the hints God gave us and use them to find a happier fate. We must have faith that someday, our sad experiences and open but healing hearts will see something magnificent. We aren’t living this life just to play it out and have it end. There is a purpose, a meaning to each and every soul on this earth. It just takes the heart to find, the courage to unwind our fate, and jump into faith.

You can do it, because I and God believe in you. You just have to believe in yourself.

Love,

A. Willow

When we LIVE our lives

Great accomplishment comes when you are happy. The sky above seems to bow down to you. The strangers on the street smile. There is no dark corner in reality….just the bliss of life.

How can we be like this? Always smiling, always looking at the bright side and seeing the beauty in life.

The secret is easy.

Love comes our way when we open our eyes, the songs of sorrow leaves and fades, can’t you see, its within you to change. 

Just feel your heart beat and know it is because of love. You were born into this world with the greatest power this world knows.

Love and love everything around you. The darkness that has consumed you in the past doesn’t stand a chance. Feel the soul next to you, and realize….that they are a being of love.

Once you accept your heart and release ALL of your love into this world. That is when you become happy, that is when everything seems to be okay, and THAT is the trick to living our lives.

Are you ready to live?

The One Who Sees

The One Who Sees

Song #5

I have followed, I’ve tried,

To see the good in me,

But when all is done,

He took the best of me.

 

He’s the perfect man,

With the perfect plan,

But somehow, along the way,

I got lost from his smiles

 

Is it me, or him

Who doesn’t see it clear

Is it too soon to decide

To move on with my life.

 

Could it be, he’s blind,

From seeing the full me,

Could it be He’s wise,

And runs far away.

 

I’m tortured, And torn

To notice the difference,

Between him and me,

But its too soon you see.

 

He is with another

And even if I tried

I couldn’t pry them apart,

Even with my pride.

 

Is it me, or him

Who doesn’t see it clear

Is it too soon to decide

To move on with my life.

 

Could it be, he’s blind,

From seeing the full me,

Could it be He’s wise,

And runs far away.

 

I’ve been broken, and alone,

But still I see light,

Looking past this darkness,

That only wants to hide.

 

I believe in love,

Even if I’m broken

To see the love in me,

That’s all he needs to see.

 

Is it me, or him

Who doesn’t see it clear

Is it too soon to decide

To move on with my life.

 

Could it be, he’s blind,

From seeing the full me,

Could it be He’s wise,

And runs far away.

 

I know now what I must do,

I must break the goddamn rules

To see that happy face

Shine with his grace.

 

Oh I love you, now

And through the end of time.

Will you catch me, if I fall,

No matter if I’m old.

 

Its You, and I shall

always be with you.

My heart is yours,

Its now up to you.

 

 

 

 

Love’s Everlasting Pour

So many days I’ve spent, thinking of this one person. So many feelings have been hurt for loving this man. I sometimes think to myself that it is better off this way. He chose to walk away….but then why is my heart pouring?

I’ve poured so much of my love into my soul, feeling  lost when I’m alone, and with him I am whole. And yet, lately, he has been fake, hiding away his guilt and shame. I’m not sure yet of his true name.

Is he the man I’ve poured my heart into, or the man that he fakes to be? Maybe he’s hiding the same feelings, and doesn’t know how to show it. Maybe, I’m the one to be strong and show him what I’ve hidden all along….

I don’t know what to do.

I’ve asked God for his help, and slowly but surely my heart keeps pouring out. Its as if He is to say “Love, and show him what you are made of.” And I must if God is making me feel this way.

But isn’t that what we are supposed to do in this life? Take chances, and follow our hearts. Would I regret never admitting that I am in love with him, even though he is with another?

She makes him unhappy, I can see it in his eyes. She is suppressing his soul, and it fills me with such great woe!

I don’t know what to do….

Be honest?

But that could end everything. Fear wracks my body knowing what it could ruin. Like Rome, it would fall down horribly. And then he wouldn’t be my friend, and he wouldn’t be in my life at all….

I. Must. Stand. Tall.

I need to be confident in my heart. For God sent us on this earth to do nothing more than to learn from our mistakes, love every human being and creature, and to spread our love throughout the world. So yes…I think it’s time, that I finally admit to him, what I have been hiding, for once and for all.

Never give up on love. For love is Strength. And I am Both.

A. Willow

The Story of a Feared Storm

I looked out the window.

Snow covered the land. Nothing green or brown in sight. I raised my hand to the glass, and felt my fingertips melt away the ice. The snow was soft, but with the air blowing in a harsh wind, the world around me looked menacing.

With a sigh I sat  back down, and cuddled deeper into my blankets. The candle was lit of vanilla frost, and all was quiet with just the sounds, of the creaking house with the force from the wind.

“One Day,” I said as I looked past the pane, “One Day I’ll brave that storm.” And I knew it had more to do with my soul, than just a simple walk in the dark.

“Why not today?” said the voice inside my head and I cringed upon hearing it.

It was too cold to go outside today. Maybe tomorrow or the next…

“You are not living.” said the voice.

I knew that it was right.

Scared of the world and what it brought, I didn’t want to face the freezing temperatures. The day was filled with endless possibilities, and I spent it nestled inside.

“I don’t like the cold, I want to stay warm. It’s the way I feel comfortable. Heat is my friend, and it shall never end, the cold that lingers outside.” I tried convincing my conscience, but it didn’t pay heed to me.

“You are staying the same, not growing, and you’re doing more damage than me. Why can’t you live unafraid, face the toils of the day. Brave out your storms, no matter the cost, for within you, you have been lost. Strength and growth only come when you battle sin. So take a stand and challenge yourself. Enter the darkness of your true self.”

And there it was, so simple and true. I hadn’t realized I had any clue. But now I know the storm outside, is more than what I see with mere eyes. I took a step up and braced the door, entering a world of fears no more.

“Beauty, not poor.”

 

It’s all a part of life. We see the ugly, we see the truth…but what’s truth?

Is it the world society has created…or the being within?

Do you hide you inner essence, the person you repress, because of them?

“I can’t do this, I can’t do that”…. it isn’t right….

LIFE is meant to be spent,

Living amongst your soul’s side.

You weren’t meant to hide.

Delve in deep to the world around you,

the souls of love, and heaven have you.

There is no mistaking what is right and wrong,

when you use your heart instead of your mind.

LOVE is PURE, but only because,

we have faced our sins, and know our wrongs.

Accept what has happened, and together stand,

with the God, the Christ, and Their outstretched hands.

It isn’t that hard to do, if you know the way,

but if you have difficulty, then just stay.

Stay put, where you’re at.

and breath out, all the sins you’ve had.

Feel the darkness of the devil leave, and know

God is with you…He never leaves.

He wants you to succeed, even if it doesn’t seem,

Like He is there, and rather, pulling out your hair.

So the next time you leave,

don’t carry your burdens.

Talk to God, and all will be forgiven.

 

I love you all, and hope you find your way out of the darkness that clings to us as demons do.

A. Willow

Pounding Drums

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Feeling the essence of the earth…that’s all we require

to brave new worlds, and take on new roles.

Don’t you see the beauty in thee?

The purest movement of your soul

knowing that you are, and always shall be whole.

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What does it take to send the message?

Storm down battle fronts,

or to send in brigades?

Does it take a missile to show the lands,

that you must listen to us, because we are man?

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*****   No   *****

That isn’t the way. That will only create hate and war.

We must love, with all our birth.

Show the other side what they’re worth.

Our souls deserve love, no matter how much hate,

surrounds their lives, or malice, or slate.

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Don’t you see, Our hands entwined.

It’s the way God meant it,

the way we must stand.

So take our hands,

hand in hand,

and take that last breath and STAND.

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End the hate, and love all wholly,

No matter what the cost,

or the end of the dowry.

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You are the start of all that IS.

So let go of your hate,

and enter pure bliss.

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Love you all, and remember, we are all lost souls down on earth, it just takes the time to show each other that we care and we won’t hurt.

A. Willow

The Sound of Wings

It’s hard to stay focused,

When all I want to do is scream.

I want to run the other way,

and pretend it’s unseen.

 

But then I hear a song

so sweet in my head.

I listen to its fluttering beat,

as if it were the wings of a bird

 

That music in the air,

it’s telling me that I should care

to lift my head above the clouds,

and see what’s all around.

 

We aren’t meant to live our lives in fear,

or to have a challenge, and walk the other way.

WE are meant for something great,

and I challenge you to stay.

 

A. Willow

 

The Chances We Are Given

Don’t you hate when you don’t know what to do?

Sometimes I get so frustrated, and all I want is for all the answers to be laid out in front of me so I can look over how to live my life. “Should I do this, or should I do this?”, it’s running through my head for what seems like hours. I don’t know how I stand myself, because…it doesn’t really matter what I do as long as I follow my heart.

There have been times, where I am confused. I mean, I chased a boy I didn’t even love, but I wanted to see where it would lead me. It led me down a path of regrets…if only for a moment.

But as I look back at my past decisions, I knew perfectly well what I was doing. I knew I wasn’t following my heart, I knew I was following, lust or pride, or something that made others happy.
I knew they weren’t going to work.

So everyone, take a deep breath, and let all of your anxious feelings about this life go, because no matter what we do, as long as we try to be good, and just, and follow our hearts, there is no wrong path we can take. Our lives, are our own. WE choose the path, not fate, not God, not a coincidental moment, it’s US.

We each need to look inside ourselves, from time to time, and really hone in on what we want out of our lives. Is it living that job, or buying that fancy car? Perhaps, but we all know you want something more.

Family, friends, people who love you. That’s what every soul truly wants. You can achieve to love yourself, you can achieve to find people who love you. It just takes that moment, to breath in and realize, you can’t control everything, but what you can control is your actions. What are you going to do in this very moment? Not tomorrow, not in two months, but right now to take that step  and further your own inner growth to become the person you want to be?

Because my friends, you can’t change your life if YOU stay the same. We all must look deep within ourselves and pull out our inner life. Its the person you are suppressing that is going to plan that big trip, or is going to lose the thirty pounds.

Find yourself first, hone in on your heart, and never doubt those feelings of excitement when you think of something you love.

I love you all, and hope you find your inner flare,

A. Willow

Clouded World

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What does it mean to fly?

To soar above the clouds…

~So High~

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Must we really leave this earth

To follow our father’s footsteps of rebirth?

To create a world that’s all our own

Without the weaponry that’s all blown?

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Couldn’t we just hold our hands-

together until we fight the death of man?

Wouldn’t it be nice if we could see

the clouds so high…

Inside of thee?